am leaving for good ;(

sometimes i wonder
how does it feel when u're all alone
i remain silent and start to ponder
the memories since the day i was born
i had the feelings
i had the emotions
rite now i am losing
shd i use my love portion
there's no need to cry
there's no need to smile
its truely hard to let go
but i just cant seem to hold
the bed of flowers
the bed of torns
the longer i be the lover
the deeper i feel the wound
now that you're gone
dont u know that my heart is broken
now that you left me
dont u know i am alone