slow and steady. baru best.

been blog-hopping these days. its not that i dont have things to do. i think the fact that there are too many things i have to do makes me too lazy to start doing it.

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he came to company me last week and he came again last two days. the 2nd time he stayed, we were just chilling at home, both high, watching dvds. the only time we went out was to JJ which is veryy near to my house, bought some groceries.

what else i could ask from a guy like him? he helped me with the chores, he's so lovely he bought wet food for hood (bcos hood is so mengada, pretending like takde selera makan konon!), he concerns about every single thing in my life, he can play funny roles with me whenever we want to, he may sense whether im ok or not just by hearing my voice. he smells good, he loves to cuddle with me, he is just sooo into me rite now.

somebody told me before when i was still with my past rship, if one day..u managed to get out of your miserable life, look for a guy who loves u more than u do to him.

i've been thinking about it since then. trying to measure the truth of what she said. but all and all, i found out. it's 50% correct, and the rest is just wrong. the concept is before you want to love someone, you must love yourself first. and thats why it didnt work in my past relationships. i was too obsessed and scared of losing the guys that i didnt care bout myself at all.

ok enough with the past times.

my dearest beloved here, is the type of guy who always know how to please me. how he does it is none of your business ;)

i have wide smiles on my face everytime i woke up from lovely beauty sleep.

and it's because of youuu sayang.